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Sunday, August 30, 2009

It had been so long since my last update... haha :) Yesterday after work when to AMK straight to meet Hui and when up to li shop to visit her... haha... then afetr that we when to had our small dinner then head to buy ticket for "The Proposal" it was around 8:30pm.... Heng... we managed to got 4 ticket... haha :) cause it show the ticket is filling fast... but we managed to get 4 seats... haha.... if not li will start to nag at us then follow by jun... haha :) we predicted... lol ... :p

We know the Opp is acrade we went in to see at first as both of them haven reach... but it was so tempting to me... at first i nv intednd to play... but the small toy lo... so cute... haiz... nv catch even one waste my money... lol...

After watching finish the movie we when to S11 for supper... then we chat and chat until 1 plus... It had been a long time we 4 can sit down chat and chat, laugh and laugh... i'm so happy.... but at the same time tired.... haha :) btw... we are so curious abt who is "Balck" but she juz wouldn't tell us... but once time is ripe she will tell us... haha...
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This month and next month... i got 2 very impt mission to do... haiz... although both ur birthday crash... anyway i will be there on that day... Dun noe what you all want... i had to think by myself this round... headache... but anyway i had things on my mind to buy... Hope you all will appreciate my effort. i know left 2 more month... i was abit early to prepare... haha... but i am so anxious and looking forward to that day... Because i wan to see how you all react that day... haha :p i am so sick rite... lol :)
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My thought for months......

Last few week sth had make me so lose... but now i manage to find my way out... i'm not longer sad... but dun noe why? this few month sth had pop up in my mind...

Hui, you understand me more than i understand myself... what you say on last week and friday is rite... i nv admit... my heart is too soft. And somemore i'm a person who easily believe in their words... think back i'm such a fool.... haha :)

Li, u and hui always say me... but i juz wouldn't care nor listen... i follow what i think is rite... but i'm so blind... I will not make myself like this again... i really hate myself and my stubborness.... although i wan to tell u all but i juz can't say out frm my mouth... sth i feel that even though i nv say you all will know... my reaction or mood you all will find out sth is not rite wif me.

Jun, will always ask me not to believe... but i just believe... i know sth i am stubborn... but who know the outcome will like this. sometime i myself dun noe hw to tell you... i wan to tell u but jus can't speak to you... wait got agruement or angry with each other.... u understand...

Our 8 yrs of friendship is not so fragile i can say.... even though we quarrel or had some misunderstanding we will try to help each and others to resolve the unhappy between everyone.... i hope this can last forever... i dun wish or let anyone to destory our SCSC... Although sth we had bad temper we will still tolerate each and other although we know it is not harm... i dun know why this few month i had been thinking about all this stuffs... i can only say we are in different path or way now...

I hope we can meet up more often in your convient time....

Shirley, Ee Hui and Zhu Jun i know one day you all will read this... :)

Now to me friend is impt then anything else... i dun noe how to express myself but you all know i see things more important than myself... i can care and do alot for you but if you treat me like shit i will hate you forever... this is my character.... if my good bud does this to me i dun noe what will happen to me... but i believe none of the above will do this to me... :)
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Hungry Ghost Festival.......

Now is seven months, last week i go pray my ah gong.... i buy lots of stuff for him... i scared he bored i buy mahjong for him to play.... clothes.... shoe... money... handphone... credit cards.... buy i nv write the "Feng Tiao" my aunty hushand say if nv write my ah gong will not received... i was so sad... wait my ah gong say i nv buy him things but i know he wouldn't think that way... as i know he is always the one i dote most and he is always the one who dotes me most.... i also dun noe why say till him or go there pray him i will want to cry.... it had already being one year plus since he pass away...

Who can understand my feeling?

What i need is someone who can stay by my side to concern and show care for me that all...
I know my family and frenz is alway there for me when i need them....

Sometime i feel typing in this blog can only express myself out... but i'm jus too lazy to type...

Good Nite... This had been a long-winded blog i ever type...

-♥-Connie-♥- 1:38 AM